Saturday, May 26, 2007
todays a really really bad day.i cried like 6 times today okay.....four times at home and twice at home...lalala.twice was due to some personal reasons...while the other two was cause i watched a show.in church...was during service larh.no reason to it.hurhurs.i desperately need some consolation.anyways...its meant to be sad.and i am STILL SAD.TROUBLED by this stupid trouble.sadly.theres no one i can trust enough to confide into.except.God.yup.so ya.anyways...yup.got 4 dedications to make.-have more self-discipline/control ~stop procrastinating to do QT....homework.and bla.bla.bla ~be less hot-tempered-go exercise more often ~i'm getting fatter as the day goes by you see-honour my parents ~stop arguing with them...over staying longer in church... ~or they will have a bad impression of peeps in church.esp.my dad...who is not a christian...saying if i go to church and argue with him over these things..then its doing me no good.so i shoud stop.yup.so now.they think they own me larh.ah wells.just bare with it lor.since its the first commandment made with a promise-honour your parents.yup.so just pray for more strength to honour God's words..and try to keep my four dedications..to the leader thingy loryup.have to report to LYDIA SOH on my progress.so ya.gotta go now.yup.Labels: you may own my body.but never my heart.