Saturday, July 7, 2007
gosh.
seriously glad i went for service larh
was really really good.
baptised in the holy spirit today..
awww.
erm.
ben choo said something really meaningful...
that like during worship...
we might be like super tired..
or like lotsa stuff is going on in our lives..
but we still try our best to go to church..
and like no matter how much we worship..
we kneel...
we cry out for God..
we just dont seem to feel him.
but after all...
worship is really about God feeling our worship..
not us feeling his prescence larh...
yup.
thank God for that message larh.
really helped me.
gave me hope larh
cos like..
i'm going through horrible tough times..
and i'm kinda losing hope.
so i need new strength..
i feel bit like the old wine skin..
so i just pray and hope that i'll be new again..
yupp.
today...
lifes getting better.
i'm getting closer to peeps who i once was close to..
memories are flowing back.
times are getting better.
THANK YOU LORD.
like serious.
each time.
i'm in my toughest time..
i always pray as like..
my last resort.
which is stupid.
cause..
the minute i pray.
EVERYTHING. is solved..
but when i try by helping myself..
NOTHING is solved..
so ya.
i guess its just kinda human nature.
anyways.
my fever is gone..
but i got a flu now..
and my nose is inflammed.
kinda blocked.
awww.
i'm feeling great.
guess its kinda thanks to jeryl..
dont know why.
feel much better after talking to him.
and i've decided to let go on him.
cause its seriously taking too much strength from me.
and i seriously feel better after deciding to give up..
like seriously.
i should have known earlier.
yupp.
seriously.
THANKS LOADS.
JERYL TAN.
dont noe how.
but you cheered me up.
haha.
love you darling gor.
haha.
SULYNN.
thinks i'm cute.
haha.
what a joke.
i am SO NOT cute.
haha.
shes the cute one.
gosh.
she thinks shes fat.
is she retarded or what.
SUlynn.
seriously.
you're the next potential aneroxic victim.
haha.
anyways..
seriously.
MOENY isnt everything.
one wont nessaccarily be happy with money...
like..
a super filthy rich guy in the bible...
was willing to like give up everything..
like whatever God wanted him to be, to do..
he did.
but the last thing...
God wanted him to donate all his money to charity..
that he couldnt.
so money aint that good after all.
brings you away from God.
yupp.
but its okay to want to be rich...
as long as you dont love money more than God..
anywas...
going liao.
tatas...
jeryl wishes to be my real brother (:gone.angel.music.Labels: aww.i'm happy.
