ANGEL

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

i'll teach JOSHUA how to use the space bar
like press the longish bar thing..
after you type a word
thats how you use it.
haha.
that was stupid.
anyways.
i'm quite sure i'll do well for history.
but i'm gonna suck as life science and chem.
my brain went blank.
despite studying what was tested
i just couldnt recall
no matter how much i prayed.
actually.
not much
cause i fell asleep immediately after i finished
i was too tired you see.
need to catch up on my sleep.
after few days of insomania since i moved house.
i'll like wake up at 2-3 and 4-5 everyday.
and somehow.
i dont know how to off my stupid fan timer which is 6 hours.
so my fan will off probably bout 6 am every morning
but i only wake up at 6.15 everyday
and the stupid fan wakes me up at 6
anyways
its 6.15
when the idiot is not around though
i still miss him loads.
no more poking in the morning
he sleeps when i wake up.
no more awfull light which blinds my eyes
no more idiot saving electricity at the wrong time
i seriously miss the days
i'm becoming sad again
DADDY.
cheer me up.
call me if you read this.
i've decided to give up.
i found out who he likes.
shes rather pretty
way prettier than me
so ya.
i rather see him happy with some other girl
anyways
he almost did stead with her
ALMOST.
but didnt .
now its kinda impossible for him.
i think
but ah wells.
hes not planning to give up.
so i should.
yupp.
goodbye my lover.goodbye my friend
haha.
i suddenly though of that song.
goodbye my lover.
by james blunt
who cares.
i've given up.
my heart feels lighter.
not really happier though
no.
its a mixture of both
half happy and sad.
dont know how to explain it.
so yupp.
erm ya.
JERYL had a bad day today
apparently.
he says its for no reason
which is obviously crap.
so far.
he hasnt told me anything
peeps who know him
cheer him up kays.
yupp.
erm.
kit kat just added me on friendster.
aka. lian kiat.
my gor.
from miss goh.
yupp.
haha.
cant believe it.
AUSTIN TAN.
listens to me more than he listens to daddy.
gosh.
this sister sure works magic
haha.
awww.
come on.
the song "shout your fame"
suddenly disappeared from my com.
wierd.
who cares.
i'm still in love with the song.
where the love lasts forever.
dunno why
but the lyrics of shout your fame resounds in my head
wierd.
dunno.
"So i throw my life upon all that you are
cause i know you gave it all for me
when all else fades
my soul will dance with you
where the love lasts forever."
been singing it the whole afternoon
really love it.
in love with it.
but eeyore.
is still my current affair
will always be.
my mum thinks i'm crazy
to end my covenant the day my Os end
too early she says
i'm retarded
i should end it only AFTER UNIVERSITY.
is she the crazy one here?
HELLO?!?!
my brother is officially allowed a girlfriend at 16.
though he had one earlier.
who cares.
i'm already being very nice
to hold it till my Os end
which is end of 16
rather late already
to me.
not to adults though
why cant they adjust to MY mindset
its always us.
we kiddos.
parents are like customers.
they are always right
even when they are wrong
they refuse to admit it.
slap you if you argue back
telling you not to be rude
what treatment is that
unequality?
so i'm trying REALLY HARD.
to accept the fact.
"honour your parents"
that its the first commandment made with a promise.
and the fifth commandment in the bible.
yupp.
really difficult thing to honour.
and to agree with
ah wells.
life is like that.
anyways.
going down to watch my daily seven o clock show.
tatas.
lovies.

gone.angel.music.

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