Thursday, July 26, 2007
seriously.
i tried pretending.
i was really down inside.
but as it was my father's birthday.
i faked a smile.
pretended i was happy.
denied when they asked if i was upset.
gosh.
i cant hide it.
anyways.
i tried my best okay..
smiling for the camera.
acting cheery when i'm not.
all for my dad's birthday.
you cant say i didnt try.
in the end.
they just kinda left me alone..
after cutting the cake and all.
yupp.
haha.
dont ask why anyways.
i'm just feeling down.
thats all you need to know.
anymore.
and i'll need to kill you.
haha.
anyways.
i got loads and loads of work to do.
i'm gonna go crazy.
rather soon.
infact.
maybe RIGHT NOW.
i'm already insane.
stressed.
about to go crazy.
gosh.
i need a break.
a holiday.
stupid singapore system
stress the students like siao.
if theres holiday...
holiday doesnt seem like holiday
cause teachers give more work.
saying.
holiday what..
so more time.
so more work.
CRAZY.
do they get the meaning of holiday?
its like a vacation.
when you can REST YOUR MIND.
not stress it even further.
seriously.
how can they be teachers.
when they cant even get the meaning.
of one simple word.
called HOLIDAY.
which even a K2 kid understands.
even my four year old younger brother.
understands that.
damn.
i gotta go do it now.
i'll post later.
actually.
i didnt save the window or anything.
just minimised it.
but you know what?
i got too much work.
so i guess i cant post tonight.
cause its already 10.30
and i'm not even half done.
so..
forget it.
i shall just try to finish it as fast as possible.
despite my tiredness.
seriously.
the singapore system is STUPID.
which is why.
so many people are migrating.
OUT of singapore.
not INTO...
but OUT.
cause..
the US system is so much better.
in singapore.
people who fail, or maybe dont do well.
go to ITE.
in the states.
they at least have a chance for them.
someone i know..
went to ITE.
but didnt go there in the end.
and went to the states to study.
now...
he has a doctor's degree...
see?
thats the problem with singapore.
they dont give anyone a second chance.
should he had stayed in stupid singapore system..
he'll probably be a road sweeper now.
with no future for him.
yupp.
so seriously.
i shall once again announce.
the singapore system is rubbish.
and crappy.
stressing people out.
its like..
theres articles..
telling teachers not to give ANY homework at all during holidays.
but the thing is.
its not their fault.
they have to give.
if not..
they cant complete the syllabus.
and students will fail.
so its the stupid government fault..
nono.
its the ministry of education's fault.
ah.
whatever.
i shall stop saying.
for i might get sued for slander.
haha.
anyways.
gonna rush my work now.
gone.angel.music.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY.