Wednesday, December 26, 2007
my mind's in a blur now.
if only answers would just flash across.
GOD be my solution.
thankyou.
hmmm.
what if someone trusts you SO MUCH and tells you everything going on in her mind and everything that happens between him and her.
and yet.
you both like the same guy.
what if the one who's always been there for me.cheered me up when i was sad.talked to me when i couldnt sleep.is the one i'm actually really looking for.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i rather fall out of love.
then in love.if only i could just let go.let God.
if only its that easy.
okayy.
anyways.
christmas service was not baddd.
haha.
erm.
giving presents was rather fun.
and it was so troublesome to give nelson his present la.
me and esther had to call him like super alot of times before he heard us.
cause he was so "busy"
haha.
and like i got smacked in the ass more than 10 times.
especially kristie.
linda was thrice.
was rather pissing after a while.
and it was really painful okayy.
i think my ass would have been as red as a baboon's ass at that time.
haha
anyways.
i think this year.
i received the least presents from everyone.
so far.
i've only got about 12.
but i'll be getting more.
on saturday.
so ya.
ohoh.
today.
talking to gideon was super funny.
and annoying too.
haha
cause.
he.junwei.jeryl.
bought me my desired present.
heee.
the biggest eeyore ever.
well.
i have one similar to its size.
but different style.
so ya.
anyways.
he was grumbling.
about lugging it to church.
and that.
on the day he bought it with jeryl and junwei.
he was forced to carry it.
haha.
from tamp.
to bugis.
then to home.
haha.
and that he would leave it in the youth room today.
and put a sign.
telling peeps not to touch.
i was like.
"NO.CANNOT ARH.I TELL YOU FIRST.NO"
haha.
then he continued grumbling.
some super funny stuff happened as usual.
and i laughed alot while talking to him.
haha.
till my stomach hurt.
and as usual.
he'll be like
"eh.no funny okayy."
haha
then finally.
i managed to persuade him to bring it on saturday.
then he said he'll leave it in the youth room on sat.
i was like NO.
haha.
pass to me after service.
and he refused.
he was like.
eh.
think of me also la.
so paiseh leh.
carry all over the place.
hmph.
fine lorh.
pfffffffffft.
smelly.
haha
anyways.
THANK YOU.
to my THREE GORGOR.
for the lovely eeyore.
and another special special thank you to Gideon.
for carrying eeyore around.
haha.
from tamp.to bugis.to home.
and on saturday.
from home to church.
haha.
and till today.
my BLOOD BROTHER.
insisits.
that GORGOR.
is spelled as KORKOR.
whatever.
haha.
yupp.
hatred burns within many.
for those two souls.
i'm trying very hard not to hate too.
but inevitably.
it didnt work.
i'll try again.
and try even harder.
cause i've got to learn to love.
love your neighbour as yourself.
OUT
-angel.
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