Sunday, June 1, 2008
and life's been a mess so far, and i'm too lazy to blog about life in detail. So just random bits and pieces that comes to my mind.
And yesyes, i'll promise to put paragraphing. Its not as though i'm like trying to bombard you with my long strings of words without paragraphs, but i often forget you see. So pardon my blurness. Moving on, heres how my holiday went so far.
Monday-Zoe's house. Project. Fooled around quite a bit, somewhat camwhored, managed to get all our work done.
Tuesday-Work day. Completed all of tuition's homework.
Wednesday-Tuition mania. Three tuitions that day.Stoned in between the hours.
Thursday-Project at my house. Slacked like hell, finished half of our chinese project, and most of our lit project and done with out bio project since Monday. Ate loads of food, as we kept going down every half hour to get food. Food just seems especially nice at my house doesnt it. Haha.
Friday-Alethea came over. Swam, tanned, camwhored, went parkway, spent 50 within an hour and a half, with about 45 minutes spent on transport. I honestly need to cut down on shopping and start saving. Its not healthy mann. Went for dinner after that. Really good cheese raclet. Its good yet fatty stuff. I need to cut down on food to mann. I think i'll be like some obese idiot by the end of the year if i continue eating like that.
Saturday-Church. Took a bus there today, neither mommy nor daddy could fetch. Prayer was awesome.Worship was overpowering. Sermon was impactful. Somehow, God impressed the words onto Lydia and Grace, and they prayed for me. Surrendered all at the alter, came back with a much lighter mind, heart, whatever.
Thats about it so far, so now its on to random stuff.
Hmm. to Shawn out there, get well soon. And i called today not to tell you to buy stuff for me from SPC okayy, i just didn't see you around and was being nice. Fine. I lied. Haha. Eh, but still, i was concerned okayy. So i'm still nice. Yay. And i know you still love me (:
Ermm. To weiyi out there, i'm being really nice to write an apologetic letter here. Hee. I know you're gonna kill me for bailing again. Wait, i think this is like the third time. Really sorry mann. Erm. On Monday, you cant stay over for some stuff la. Tuesday is fine. So its not that bad okayy. We can still go out, just that you cant stay over. Yupp.
thats about it.
its all just a facade like what you said
everything seems so rosy on the outside
but when you really look in
you'll see the heart just turning colder day by day.
and i'm being seen as having the perfect life
having whatever i want
and that theres nothing more that i should ask for
well, you're wrong.
i've had enough of those crapp.
cause i'm sick of all those passing statements when you dont really know whats happening
and i promise not to run anymore.
really. promise.
-OUT
angel.
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