Thursday, April 23, 2009
HELLOOOOOO!
AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER ABOUT MISERABLE THURSDAY, HENCE, I'M BLOGGING.
BLOGGING IN CAPS MAKES ME HAPPY!
Anyway, today was terrible):
Firstly, I screwed tingxie. IT WAS SO DARN DIFFICULT): WITH CLOSE TO 50 TING XIE WORDS! AND THEY WERE NOT INDIVIDUAL WORDS! THEY WERE PHRASES OKAYY! PLUS WE HAD TO REMEMBER THE MEANINGS FOR 23 OF THEM! IT WAS SO SO TAXING ON MY BRAIN CELLS, AND I FELT SO SO STRESSED AND STRAINED):
Secondly, WE HAD EIGHT PERIODS OF PHYSICS! WE USUALLY HAVE FOUR, WHICH IS ENOUGH TO KILL, BUT MISS LAU CHANGED HER PERIOD WITH MR HENG, HENCE THE TORTURE CAME ABOUT. IT'S LIKE PHYSICS OVERLOAD ): TO THE POINT WHERE MY BRAIN SIMPLY STOPS ABSORBING ANYTHING CAUSE IT'S TOO TIRED AND OVERLOADED):
Thirdly, COMMON TEST WEEK IS THE FOLLOWING WEEK, AND LOTS OF CHAPTERS HAVE YET TO BE COVERED, SO THE TEACHER ARE RUSHING LIKE CRAZYYYY! WHY CAN'T THEY JUST REMOVE THEM INSTEAD OF RUSHING LIKE A BULLET TRAIN TO THE POINT WHERE WE DON'T REALLY ABSORB ANYTHING CAUSE IT'S WAYYY TOO STRENOUS ON THE BRAIN! ):
Fourthly, I MISSED THE MUSICAL CATS, WHICH COSTED CLOSE TO THREE HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS FOR TWO TICKETS IN TOTAL! AND JUSTIN WAS SUPPOSED TO GO WITH ME INSTEAD CAUSE MOM COULDN'T MAKE IT AS SHE HAS STUFF. MOM TOLD ME THE TICKETS WAS FOR 23RD APRIL, TODAY, BUT IT WAS FOR 22ND APRIL! SO WE TOTALLY MISSED IT. IT WAS ONLY WHEN I TOOK THE TICKETS FROM HER ROOM DID I REALISE THAT IT SAID 22ND APRIL. AND MY MOM GOT SO SO DARN PISSED WITH ME FOR NOT DOUBLE CHECKING THE TICKETS EARLIER, AND JUSTIN BLAMED ME FOR BEING TOO IRRESPONSIBLE AND TOO CAUGHT UP IN MY SCHOOL WORK. AND SAID THAT IF IT WAS MY SCHOOL STUFF, I WOULD HAVE CHECKED THE TICKETS WAYY EARLIER AND NOT ON THE DAY ITSELF. MOM GOT SO PISSED TO THE POINT WHERE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME OKAYY! AND THANK GOD DADDY DIDN'T SCOLD ME. AND I WAS SO MISERABLE THE ENTIRE AFTERNOON I CRIED ALOT): AND IT WASN'T ENTIRELY MY FAULT! BUT THEY ALL SAID THAT I WASN'T RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH): BUTBUTBUT, AFTER ALL THE SOBBING AND STUFF, MOM SMSED AN APOLOGY FOR BEING SLIGHTLY TOO HARSH, AND SHE STILL LOVES ME ALL THE SAME :D SO THAT'S THE CONSOLING FACTOR.
Overall, TODAY WAS A SAD SAD DAY):'
BUTBUTBUTBUT, GOD ALWAYS PULLS US THROUGH TOUGH TIMES, AND I THANK GOD FOR HELPING ME THROUGH ALL THE UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE, AND I KNOW THAT HE'LL MAKE EVERYTHING ALL RIGHT IN THE END :D
AND SONGS ALWAYS CHEER ME UP(: BUT FOR NOW, HERE'S AN EMO YET AWESOME SONG THAT REPRESENTS HOPE AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL!(:
this reminds me of lit(:
You haven't changed.
Stand in the light,
I need to see you,
uncover my eyes.
The tears coming down,
making lines on your face.
One for each year, now
that you've been away.
We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?
And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.
I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.
You were a storm,
it blew us away.
I wouldn't leave you,
but you couldn't stay.
We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?
And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.
I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.
We were only kids,
we ran like water.
I told your dad,
I love your daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
Hallie just believe.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.
I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train,
Hold on to love,
and wait for me.
I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.
I'll be the last train,
I'll be your last train home.
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