Wednesday, July 15, 2009
HELLO AGAIN!
And today calls for blogging because I'm going to use it as a channel to vent my feelings(: You know, psychologists say its healthy to let your feelings be known!(:
Its extremly bad for somebody to bottle up their feelings, hence I wouldn't(: Hence, I shall begin. Bear with me, it might get draggy or whatsoever, but you're not obliged to read on(;
Yesyes. And today was Chinese orals.Not just any oral, but my O Level's oral. I'm sure everyone did fine, especially for people like aly, who never fails to ace Chinese. Sad to say, I screwed it big time. Seriously.
I was so tense while reading the passage I stumbled once, and said a gazillion wrong words. To make it worse, I screwed my convo as well!
It was about how student wore sandals to school. So I crapped about how it was disrespectful, and sloppy. I did mention some 'jian yi', but that was it! It was so short, and I had some pauses inbetween. Plus, I sound weird speaking chinese ):
I sound like some stupid ang moh trying to speak chinese! That's how bad it is! And I've to get above than an A2 is I want to continue taking higher chinese!
And I need to take higher chinese cause I want my minus 2 for O levels!
Basically, to end it off, I screwed Chinese. Yes. Officially. And I felt like crying, but then again I do it behind closed doors. I just don't cry infront of people. Unless its regarding a sad show/drama.
Nevertheless, I'll leave it to God, cause He holds everything in His hands, He's above everything, and definitely this puny exam. Plus, He has plans instored for every single one of us, plans to prosper us, and never to fail us. I guess I'll just leave everything in his hands. And He'll work in the supernatural, while I try my best in the natural(:
And that's about it. I'm done with my blabber, and I need some rest now. I feel so drained after orals! ):
With love,
Angel(:
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